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Grinds my fluff!
Episode 2: I work with a lot of chefs placing their orders and solving issues they may have had with their order or answering any questions they may have when it comes to products they’re interested in etc. I also process the payments. I’m pretty much a chef/customers encyclopedia and their nightmare. When it comes to payments…boy do they love me…They love me so much that they avoid my calls and emails. I guess collecting payments is a lonely gig. Trust me when I say this if I’m emailing or calling you, I’m your buffer before the accounting department stamps final notice and send your payments to collections…sooo talk to me……
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Grinds my Fluff!
I may have to just start a mini series to get things off my chest. It comes with the territory of my toxic environment at work, freeing up my mental state, and just overall shout out at the top of my lungs “FUCK YOU!” Episode 1: When people at work think they’re super smart but when it comes down to the actual work their words don’t match. If the work reveals your lies…stfu. Is this pride? Most likely Do they look foolish? Oh yea Are they being boastful because they’re really insecure? 100% PLEASE… Touch grass! Eat your words and grow! If you don’t fall flat on your face and…
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Trimesters and diabetes
If you know me, you know that I’m Type II diabetic with chronic high blood pressure. I’m also currently pregnant. This is my current journey, my experience, and what recently went through. Each person is different. Each mother is different too. With that being said, back in January 2023, I had to switch doctors, and insurance due to the acquisition from our parent company. I could not find a doctor at the beginning of the year and I was running out of meds. FAST. I tried to space them out but of course, that won’t improve anything especially if your meds were only from Kaiser. If you love Kaiser, yay…
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Kat
You were my sister, friend; my whole world when we grew up before life got between us. We did everything we could to stay in touch. We were sisters more than friends. We squabbled at times but the majority of the time we shared our thoughts, movies, lives, and everything. I never held back from telling Kat whatever came to mind. Man I fucking miss you I lost you to a fucking aneurysm and 3 surgeries that were supposed to help you be in a better situation and you fought until your body reached its max. Man when I think about that, It just makes me so mad. It was…
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2024: The good and the bad so far
Dang, it’s been a while… It’s been a rough couple of years. Let’s do a rollback Mid-July 2022 was the last time I posted. I was excited and determined to do anything possible to get a UX/UI designer job. It’s mid-April and so far no such luck. Am I bummed? Yes. Will I give up? Nope. Do I need more guidance? Most definitely. I’m still hunting and doing my best not to let my 9-5 burn me out even more than it already does to keep evolving. November: my 9-5 was acquisition and job stability seemed to be all in the air. We also lost our main accountant and it…
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2020 – Present Day: Gist Explained
Sept 2020: This blog was intended to be a way to collaborate recipes with a group of friends and to touch tough topics like mental health etc. However, as time has passed, I’m claiming it as a way to channel all the thoughts running through this fluff’s head. This is a sole project and like all major projects or risky journeys I take, I’ve taken all the challenges on my own. From all these experiences, I have stories, facts, random anecdotes that just float through my mind. I figure since I’m getting older I should write them down. Memory is definitely not something that runs highly functioning in my family…hahaha.…
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Let’s Talk About Fluff
Who Is fluff? What does Fluff Eat? Fluff is how I describe myself as. I’m a nerd, gamer, food enthusiast, pastry baker, researcher, storyteller, and just recently added a UX/UI designer. Basically, I love to create with my hands. In the spirit of loving anime especially in chibi form…I picture myself as either a cute little chibi cow, like Lambo from the anime Katekyou Hitman Reborn just without all the whining hissy fits. Hahaha! Fluff’s background? It’s real simple, I live for facts. I’ve worked in the food industry, child care, customer service, and now branching into UX/UI Design. I’m a big girl with big dreams and nothing is going…
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How Fluff Sees It
When it comes to my personal philosophy, I immediately think of my religion. Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Pump the breaks there! Before you start to judge, let me break that down. Yes I’m religious but I just want to point out that, I’m not some crazy religious person that’s going to shove it down your throat and blah, blah, blah. That’s seriously not me. Man to be honest, I absolutely avoid people like that or just completely walk away. Let me break it down here. I’m a semi-hardcore Buddhist. Semi-hardcore as in I come from a traditional family that emigrated to the US legally, that are still performing religious offerings for…
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This Is What I Do
Welcome to my first post and my first blog! Where to begin…Why am I here? This is an outlet. A space to clear my head. See I’m an introvert roughly about 95% of the time. However, if I must I can be as extroverted as possible. Believe in me, I promise I have social skills…I just choose to play my video games or interact with my crew than congregate and illuminate a large group of people. However, if it’s networking…that’s a whole different slice of cake. Alright so far so good… Let’s see I’m a native San Franciscan that bleeds orange and black. Go, Giants! Win or lose the love…